Me, my partner and our little lad

I really do love my family,
It may be small but it means the world to me,
Me, my partner and our little lad,
Without them both with me I think I’d go mad.

I truly wish I could make them see,
How much they really do mean to me,
My perfect family, they make me so glad,
Just me, my partner and our little lad.

Forever and ever, I will always love you

We’ve nearly been together for four years,
We’ve been through so much, shared laughter and tears,
I never believed that after all this time we’d still be going strong,
But I realise now that we were meant to be, with you is where I belong.

You are my lover, my happiness and my best friend,
We will stay together, forever until the end,
You make me so happy with all that you do,
Forever and ever, I will always love you.

9 months ago we became a family with our little boy,
We are so strong as a family and that no-one can destroy,
You are amazing and such a loving and caring dad,
I find it hard to believe that you could ever do bad.

You are my lover, my happiness and my best friend,
We will stay together, forever until the end,
You make me so happy with all that you do,
Forever and ever, I will always love you.

Some times are hard but the majority are wonderful,
What we have together is ever so beautiful,
You protect me, support me, give me everything you can,
It’s a definite when I say that you’re my number one man.

You are my lover, my happiness and my best friend,
We will stay together, forever until the end,
You make me so happy with all that you do,
Forever and ever, I will always love you.

I hold you so tightly, I don't want to let go

You change my mood instantly,
When you lay in my arms so peacefully,
My heart beat calms down and starts to go slow,
I hold you so tightly, I don’t want to let go.

It’s time for bed and I know it wouldn’t be right,
If I just kept you in bed with me for the night,
I know tomorrow you wouldn’t want to go in your own bed,
You’d put up a fight and end up in with me instead.

It seems weird at night when I put you down to sleep,
I am listening but you make no sound not a peep,
I know I’ll see you in the morning and I know that it’s best,
If I put you to bed because then we’ll both get some rest.

It’s daytime and you’re running around making a mess,
I’m trying to stay calm trying not to get stressed,
It’s come so fast, it’s night time again,
When the most sound I hear is the sound of the rain.

You change my mood instantly,
When you lay in my arms so peacefully,
My heart beat calms down and starts to go slow,
I hold you so tightly, I don’t want to let go.

Mamamama!

What are you really trying to say?,
I do try to understand “Mamamama!“,
You don’t need changing, don’t want cuddles or food,
I really don’t understand “Mamamama!”.

You’ve had your food, been changed and don’t want to play,
Still you’re shouting “Mamamama!”,
I have you on my knee, nothing is wrong,
You sit there repeating “Mamamama!”

“It’s a mothers instinct, you’ll know what he wants”
What do you want when you shout “Mamamama!”?
Its time to sleep, you’re tired, you’ve had a busy day,
You stand in your cot shouting “Mamamama!”.

I settle you down, get you to sleep, its peaceful and quiet,
Through the monitor I hear you dreaming “Mamamama”.

I'm Sorry

I sit here thinking of you,
I wonder if you're thinking of me,
I know we've fallen out,
And said things that were nasty.

But I miss you so much,
And I don't want to lose you,
You always support me,
Without you I don't know what I'd do.

I don't like feeling like this,
Like I'll never see you again,
I hope that I do,
Sometime soon, I don't know when.

It's midnight and I'm exhausted,
But I just can't switch off tonight,
I want to talk to you and make up,
Just make everything alright.

I understand that you'll be asleep,
Or just don't want to talk to me,
I just want to say I miss you,
And I love you, I'm sorry.

Bits of metal and paper strips

Isn't it strange that people live their lives around bits of metal and paper strips?
Access to everything at their finger tips,
But only ever if you have the money,
What would we do without it? Wouldn't this world be funny?

I'm doing my best

I do what I can,
I do try my best,
to be the best mum,
better than the rest.

But it seems really no-one thinks that of me,
all I here is "stay calm" and "don't get nasty".

I would never hurt you,
but they think i would,
I'm doing my best,
and I think I'm doing good.

"He needs more attention",
"play with him then",
they don't realise I do,
again and again.

I feel like a failure,
even though I am not,
I really don't know what problem they've got.

So I wasn't the perfect child,
and yes I have a short fuse,
but with you my temper I will never lose.

You push me and push me,
right to my limit,
so I put you down and go have a minute.

I'm sorry if they think,
I'm worse than the rest,
but I promise I'm trying,
I'm doing my best.

My Life and Me

A beautiful house,
a perfect family,
a nice area,
I'm just not me.

I used to be bubbly,
and cheery not sad,
where has me gone?
am I going mad?

I try to find the reasons why,
so many times I just sit down and cry,
but it seems to be that that's just me,
perhaps this is it this is how I'm meant to be.

I used to dream of being a vet,
as you can see thats not happened yet,
I suppose there's still time for that to come,
but just for now I'm a full time mum.

I hold in my arms my 8 month old boy,
who brings me happiness laughter and joy,
I could not live without him here with me,
I just wonder how different things could be.

If I had forfilled my dreams and achieved my best,
and gone to university like all the rest,
but like I say there's time for that yet,
I'll have my family and I'll be a top notch vet!