My Life and Me

A beautiful house,
a perfect family,
a nice area,
I'm just not me.

I used to be bubbly,
and cheery not sad,
where has me gone?
am I going mad?

I try to find the reasons why,
so many times I just sit down and cry,
but it seems to be that that's just me,
perhaps this is it this is how I'm meant to be.

I used to dream of being a vet,
as you can see thats not happened yet,
I suppose there's still time for that to come,
but just for now I'm a full time mum.

I hold in my arms my 8 month old boy,
who brings me happiness laughter and joy,
I could not live without him here with me,
I just wonder how different things could be.

If I had forfilled my dreams and achieved my best,
and gone to university like all the rest,
but like I say there's time for that yet,
I'll have my family and I'll be a top notch vet!